Question: Is it acceptable to desire recognition from the spiritual master or is it inappropriate and a version of materially seeking distinction?
Answer by Romapada Swami: The desire to see the spiritual master become pleased with our efforts & services or to want to earn his approval is not inappropriate for the disciple. In the beginning stages it may even be healthy in some cases, like a child wanting the assurance of seeing the parents pleased — provided it is with genuine service attitude rather than to increase one’s feeling of self-importance.
However, as one matures in devotional service, one understands that what actually draws the attention and recognition of the spiritual master is a genuine and humble mood of service and execution of instructions. When we try to impress Guru and Krishna, they are actually not very impressed! One who is truly satisfied and confident in one’s relationship with the spiritual master and Krishna is not bothered by wanting to be recognized; they find complete satisfaction in simply being in the background and enhancing the pleasure and service of the spiritual master, and seek to give the credit and recognition to others.
Sublime examples of this mood are gloriously exhibited by each of the six Goswamis of Vrndavan, and so many of Lord Caitanya’s intimate associates.
This disposition is very pleasing to Guru and Krishna and actually attracts their merciful glance. Lord Caitanya Himself often demonstrated this characteristic of the Master’s exceptional appreciation for a superlatively humble and affectionate devotee’s qualities within His pastimes, by recognizing and giving special mercy to the most simple, humble and unnoticed devotees who were simply happy to be engaged in menial service to the Vaishnavas.
